|I apologize for the lack of deviations.|
Waffles saved my lifeIf it weren't for you, I wouldn't be here.Waffles saved my life by SpectrAbyss
You came and talked to me. Just talked.
About basically nothing, really. But it got my mind off it all.
It made me smile, even though I had just been crying.
I didn't even think about taking out that knife again after you left either.
You had only come here because you needed to eat and wanted freakin' waffles.
You could have gotten food from upstairs but the waffles were down here with me.
Thank God for you wanting waffles, because that saved my life last night.
Side EffectsThey're everywhere she goes. There's no escaping them. She's trapped in their hands and has no way to wriggle her way free from their grasp.Side Effects by SpectrAbyss
Everywhere she looks, she believes that they're there. They're going to hurt her. Even if she constantly looks over her shoulders, has someone with her for protection, or tries to make herself believe that they're truly not real, she's still scared. To her, they are there. She can hear them. She can almost feel them. She swears she sees them. They invade her mind and dreams. They are always there. And if she's ever really alone, she knows they'll try to kill her. They never fail to attempt an attack. Are they here for the revenge of her making them go away the first time?
What can she do? Why can't she make them go away?
Are these voices here forever? Are the shadows that follow, here to stay? Are the nightmares too?
If she stops taking the source, will they never return? Her only option is impossible.
What can she do? They're everywhere.
StaringStop staring this way. Don't look at me.Staring by SpectrAbyss
Don't you know how rude it is to have your eyes glued to my body? How wretched and uncomfortable I feel when you're burning holes into me? Do you think I don't know what you're thinking? Questioning?
How can you do such a thing if you would hate this done to you?
Just mind your own business. Avert your gaze.
A quick glance doesn't hurt too bad but shooting that look at me is disgusting. It's painful.
I know what you're thinking. Stop it.
I don't want you looking me up and down trying to find a problem or thinking it's all fake.
Just leave me alone. Stop staring already! All of you!
Why do I have to be seen this way? I know as soon as you turn away that you'll be whispering about me. Please just be more respectful.
Don't make me the freak when you're all staring like one yourselves.
CowardIt would be so easy. Too easy.Coward by SpectrAbyss
I'm too sick of it all. All I'd have to do is go down those steps and reach the kitchen.
Two ways are there, almost on a silver platter just for me. It's just the decision between pain and none.
I'm too used to pain, it wouldn't feel that bad. No one could save me that way either. Maybe the other could be back up?
Sure, there are people who would miss me but they would move on with time.
The question is: Can I? I'm so stuck and paralyzed that I couldn't move if I tried.
I couldn't move on like they could. This would be my way to.
It would be one of my few selfish decisions and don't I deserve to be selfish?
Sure, they'll cry but this could set me free. Do they really want me to bound down?
This would set me free. Cure me. Make everything feel better. Can't I have that?
To cut all the problems away, stab them out so hard they could never return. Take a few doses to ensure my departure and I'd be free, right?
I'm such a coward for running away like this. I'
Saw this under the pokemon tags on tumblr...:iconnwthplz:Saw this under the pokemon tags on tumblr... by Masqurade-Chan
I guess I'm growing up to be a power obsessed, violent child.
Kitten Says: Why Zira is better than Scar...COMISSIONS OPEN: http://kittengoo.deviantart.com/journal/Kitten-is-back-Comission-prices-329057281Kitten Says: Why Zira is better than Scar... by Kittengoo
Hey guys so here is part 2 of my last journal entry but this time we're going to talk about 'The Lion King 2; Simba's Pride' (well one aspect of it at least). In my top favorite list I mentioned that 'The Lion King' is one of my favorite Disney films. However I also mentioned in that review that I greatly dislike Scar as a villain, and in the comments I mentioned that Zira (the villain from the Lion King 2) does a better job in being a villain. You might assume that because 'The Lion King' is one of my favorite Disney movies I would despise it's direct to video sequel. Well...it's nowhere NEAR as good as the original in terms of epicness, pacing, animation, songs and characters (some) but it's way better than most of the Disney sequels. While it feels like watching a fanfic more than a movie, I still can watch it without cringing. There is effort, I give it that, but in orde
Kitten says: Why Melody is better than ArielCOMISSIONS OPENKitten says: Why Melody is better than Ariel by Kittengoo
Hello everyone! Before continuing my Favorite Disney films I want to talk about two subjects concerning the infamous and dreaded Direct to video Disney Sequels. Now it's really, really easy to pick these sequels apart BUT today I'm gonna be the Devil's Advocate to one of the most dreadful, lazy and uninspired Disney Sequels; 'The Little Mermaid 2'.
"KITTEN HOW DARE YOU COMPARE MELODY TO ARIEL! ARIEL IS A CLASSIC DISNEY CHARACTER AND PRINCESS AND A ROLEMODEL IN MY CHILDHOOD WHILE MELODY IS A CHEAP COPY OF HER MOM BUT IN REVERSE."
Now calm down, let me explain my points and then you can bash me and rip me to shreds.
Let me make this perfectly clear, I am not in any way saying that 'The Little Mermaid 2' is better than the original. Are you insane?! This is considered as one of the worst sequels for a reason. I'm only talking about Melody here