Hi there! How are you all?
Yes, I am alive. I didn't die. My body sure tried its best to, though.
How about I bring you all up to speed in the fastest and easiest way possible with the least amount of details? Awesome.
I was really unsure if I should just tell you all this but there's not really harm in it and if you don't care, you'll simply not read it, right? Here we go then.
I've had a really rough last few months as far as my health and emotional state goes. I went through a massive (thankfully temporary) break up with my boyfriend and a big fall out with my friends. I went through a lot of tests and appointments which led to a recent test during which they discovered a nice soft spot and hole in my heart, right in the wrong place. So I had heart surgery and more tests exactly 2 weeks ago. My body is still out of whack and healing and in pain so I'm not having too much fun with that. The fix they did will hopefully get rid of some of my symptoms from my dysautonomia and we are waiting on other lab results and some other results back from stuff we sent off to Germany.
Things are hopefully looking up and I'll be (hopefully) getting at least a bit more stable. (A lot of you probably won't understand why I can't or won't write. If you wanna know, ask. I don't mind sharing.)
Not that any of that really matters that much to most of you.
What does this all mean for you guys? It means I'll finally start getting back into the rhythm of writing again. This time I'm giving you my time frame/deadline. I'm going to start back up sometime during the next two months (when my heart is healed a little bit more, though not fully).
Woo! I hope you guys aren't all gone or dead or something and will be looking forward to me coming back. Wish me luck?
If you have any questions or just wanna talk, let me know. I can at least sort of do that.