I'll try to keep this short and summed up to what you need to know.
I should probably tell you all why I haven't been writing or posting or replying. It's because I can't. that is not an exaggeration or me being lazy or whining. I literally can not at most times.
This is about my brain, not just my muscles here. I rarely can write with pencil and paper and typing (including texting) is very difficult at times. I quite often also have great difficulty in reading. You can imagine that this slows me down and impairs me an awful lot. There is more that goes with it but I think knowing just this is enough to satisfy you.
As far as other things go, I'm still getting worse. The muscles in my arms started to begin deteriorating a few months ago but it's quite noticeable now since the weakness is kind of sad. By this, I mean that my arm muscles are slowly getting weaker over time and will be like that permanently. (As in for the rest of my life.) To give you a sense of what I mean, I'll give you an example. Most people can lift a half gallon of milk rather easily with one hand, I can barely lift one half an inch with both hands at full strength on a healthy day.
Everything else isn't stuff any one would want to hear so I won't inform you all.
We don't believe that my two conditions are the only things wrong with me so I can't really tell you what I have to easily explain everything. If you have any questions, I wouldn't mind answering them.
I'm really sorry if anyone that is still here really liked my writing. I do voice record semi-detailed ideas when I get them (and when I am able to speak properly) and I also make sure to get the interesting dreams included, so if you'd like me to post short summaries of my ideas for stories and such then I could do that. (Some fanfiction is occasionally included so don't worry, you can get that too.)
I'm really sorry. I was hoping I wouldn't be getting worse this bad this fast, hence why I kept thinking I would still be able to write and post things for you all. I'm really, sincerely sorry.
Please let me know if you'd like me to do that. (I wouldn't even have to be the one to do it since I could just have my boyfriend post it up here for me.) It would make me happy if there were still people that would like to read stuff from me.
Again, I'm really sorry. I will try my best even if no one is here.